My first step into Genting Casino

2 weeks ago, 19 if june, i went to genting with Karchin, William, John and Chun fei. It was an immediate plan. I was quite excited because i had never been to casino before. Before we went to casino, i had a plan in my mind that i was going to win some money as i always believe that i have beginner luck. Even if i lost, it should not exceed more than rm 100. That was my plan. It was very fun when i step into casino and i had beginner luck too because when i bet on "big small", i wont rm 35. i won some money at first. But i was too greedy anyway. i lost rm 100 by the end of the day. although i have lost in my gamble, i took it as a great experience. If i were on the other day, i would have felt moody. ^^

back in old school

Yesterday night, i went back to my old school. At first didnt want to because not many of my friends were there, In fact only 3 of us, cheeleng ,Kitmun and me. But when i was there, it was awesome. The feeling of returning to my childhood was great.

My Ex-school was organizing a camp for the uniformed clubs. When i was there, they were having a BBQ. So, i joined along. Eventhough it was raining, the scenario was fulled with joy, noise and laugther. My primary school was just right infront of secondary school. So i took this opportunity to walk around my primary school. Not much changes though.

I had dreams sometimes where i was back in my primary school playing around. I cant describe the feeling when the dream that you have been dreaming comes alive. The playground, the canteen, the music room, the assembly area, everything was exactly in my dreams. It cames alive.

I missed the atmosphere so much where i had my camp in school when i was a secondary or primary student.

Few days trip to Selangor

Back in 3 days ago, I joined my friends( karchin,john,freddie,boonseng,renhua, and william) to Youth Festival 2010 at PWTC. It wasnt as grand as i thought. But it was a huge festival no doubt. I wasted more than hundred ringgits to be there. I thought i could learn somthing from the event and i wanted to much to listen to some poeple's talk in the conference. But my time spent at there was not more than 2 hours because few of my friends been there before and found the festival a boring event. Well if i had more time, i believe i could spend whole day there checking out every single activity.

After hanging around for about 2 hours, we moved to watch Prince of Persia at Time Square. It was a very nice movie. Before we watched the movie, we had our dinner at BBQ plaza, one of the restaurant that i like. In the mid night, we had our supper at mamak stall and we talked and chatted. That moment was very relaxing and enjoyable. I didnt had that for so long.

On the next day, Renhua and John headed to jenjarom which was something unbelievable. They were there for jenjarom trip and to taste the foods in Jenjarom, We ate a lot on Sunday. bahkutteh, steamboat, peanut soup. We went to cinema as well for RObin hood.

I went to Jenjarom on 28th of june at night until 31st of may. I have spent another Rm 150. However, i never deny that i enjoyed so much the days in selangor compared the days in Penang. It was one of the best holidays for me in this sem break..It was so delightful.

Spent too much

I realized that i have spent too much these 2 years. I was suppose to save up some money for my future. Before i started my university life. i had plan and calculated that i would have save up to a sum of money XXXXX after i have graduated. That was my thought as i didnt spend much before i enter university. But my plan has failed after i figured out that i have overspent the money I saved in bank. I went a lot of trips. I bought a lot of stuffs like hp, camera, external harddisc and so on. If i were me last time, i would think twice before i buy something. I guess it is due to PTPTN because it makes me feels like i am full with money. LOL

But i have a different way of thinking. Why would u save so much when u can earn them back in the future. I am now in university life. i should enjoy my life!.I should buy whatever i want if i am afford to buy. Life is for you to enjoy especially in university. Why care so much i have spent and not saved if i am happy with all my trips and stuff .. RIGHT!??

Well.. I am going to spend a lot of money for my coming trips and for the things i want to buy. Hope i am doing it with no regret as long as i am happy.

Anyone agree with me? PLS SAY YES.. LOL

Regret.... What if

I always regret for thing that i have done, whatever i have said, path that i have walked, things that i have bought and the time i have used. People always say.. " NEVER REGRET THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE". Well. it sounds easy. But it is very hard for me. Every single thing that i have done, i would recall and flash back to figure out WHAT IF i were this,, WHAT IF I had done this. WHAT IF , WHAT IF, WHAT IF.. then i would start to regret.

If i misuse my time for an activity which was suppose to be another activity, i would regret and start taking time to think back What If. Same goes to everything i do.

I am about to buy a G 11. Yet i am still thinking what if i have bought S90.

arghh... i don't know how to control myself from regretting about somthing.
REGRET REGRET REGRET.. WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF

Overseas studying plan.

Studying overseas has always been my dream since i was in primary school.. All the while i thought my father could support me in financial part . But i was wrong. He didnt want to. So i need a plan to convince my father to send me for my overseas master study in the next 2 years. Of course, if i am able to get scholarship, that would be the best. But if i am fail, i need a backup plan to fulfill my dream.

how am i goin to talk to my father in the next 2 years?
1) i am the youngest?
2) all my siblings are working now and they do not need father's support in education anymore.
3) She still have 10 years to go. who knows u might earn more in the future
4) Studying overseas has been one of my biggest dream and i would regret if i do not have a chance to experience overseas studying life.
5) why would you keep your money if you are capable to support?( might not say this)
6) overseas education is much better than malaysia's education and i need further knowledge on my invention where the knowledge cannot be gained in Malaysia?
7) Show him one of my final year project invention and convince him that i am capable of inventing/modified his printing machine in the future.
8) etc etc...


My last option would be....." Father, can u lend me some money, and i will pay you back".

My dream

My biggest dream of my life is to be a famous inventor and build a floating city . I had it since i was young. What is your ambition? "Scientist", i replied. I remember when i was standard 4, my brother asked me to pick between biology, chemistry and physic. I choosed physic because i knew what i wanted to be in the future.

I know it was just an imagination, a dream that never can be achieved. Someone might think that way. But i beleive i can do it. Althought i am not good in academic, that does not means i cannot achieve my dream. Thomas Edison was once a stupid kid who failed. But he created his own path to be a great inventor. The difference between me and him is that he had the capability to find his own way and i cant. I don't know where to begin. We have tons of books in library but we dont know how to apply them and i HATE reading books with hundred of thousands of words. I prefer books with graphic or drawing. Everything that i am studying cant get me anywhere. I learn and i study. But the point is, how am i going to apply the knowledge? Nobita once said," It is the knowledge that i am after, not the score". I want to be like what he said but how? how? how?

All this while, i have a strong believe that studying overseas will be the beginning of my new chapter of my life to be an inventor. The education in overseas is completely different from local education. They provide knowlege and they teach you how to apply it. and studying overseas will be a life changing for me whether in family relationship or everything deep inside me.

I love to invent stuff, but the problem is i am a lazy guy who don't read books. i prefer practical study rather than theoretical. I have a lot of idea on invention but i dont know how to realize it. I could just jot it down so that i remmber what to invent in the future.

Everyone have their own talent. Some people good in piano, some people are smart, some are good in drawing, etc. But untill now, i have not discovered what is mine. I have this feeling that if i have a chance to study overseas, i would create my own path and talent which would be something special about me and everything is about invention of stuff. I have list of inventions to work on ^^